More than a Peoples..

"... Tomorrow we go barbeque, we burn papers as firewood. It's like a riot on the grill, my griddle riot songs. My griddle riot songs..." (Ellegarden - Barbeque Riot Song)

Penggalan lagu dari band favorit sekaligus vokalis favorit gw yg sampe sekarang masih nginspirasi gua kalo mau berkarya, jangan cuma berhasil di satu tempat.. Yup, he is Takeshi Hosomi, ex Vokalis Ellegarden yang sekarang membuat band baru dengan nama The Hiatus setelah Ellegarden menyatakan membubarkan diri.

Lagu-lagu mereka emang berhasil menginspirasi hati dan otak keras gua yg memang sulit menerima musik berjenis slow, minor, dan mendayu-dayu.. Agak sedikit dipaksa kalo emang pengen nempelin lagu berjenis itu ke otak gua..

Yah, apalah gua. Cuma cowo yg sulit mendeskripsikan hidupnya, dan belom jelas akan dibawa kemana sama Allah tubuh ini..

Hampir sebagian hidup gw dipake buat mikirin "apa yg akan gua lakukan selanjutnya, akan jadi apakah nanti setelah gua menua, apakah gua udah cukup berguna untuk orang-orang disekitar gua, dan siapa gua sebenarnya, kenapa gua melalui banyak hal yang ekstrim yang jarang dipikirkan banyak orang seumuran gua."

Dan akan selalu muncul pertanyaan-pertanyaan baru dan jawaban yg mewakili semua pertanyaan tersebut.

Well, it's normally for a people with a nonsense mind like me.. Tapi gua bersyukur, gua dipertemukan oleh banyak banget orang yang sangat hebat selama hidup gua. Bukan, mereka bukan artis, bukan pejabat, bukan orang-orang terkenal yang sering muncul di show ataupun di TV.. Mereka bikin hidup gua lebih terarah menuju apa yang akan gua sebut "Kingdom of Me", hidup gua selanjutnya..

Mereka adalah orang-orang yang mengisi hidup gua, dari mulai orang-orang yang memulai jadi partner dalam berorganisasi, partner didalam perkulihan, dan partner dalam proyek. Sampai gua menemukan The Real Best Friends gua yg ternyata punya tingkat kegilaan setara atau bahkan lebih tinggi dari gua.

Kita ga pernah memaksa apapun dalam hubungan pertemanan kita, apalah kita cuma 4 orang mahasiswa yang terus melawan kerasnya kehidupan kita yg ga pernh ada habisnya memberikan kejutan kedalam hidup kita. Kita ga pernah nyangka kalo semua yang kita jalanin bersama ini bikin kita makin deket. Kalo lagi pada ada masalah kita selalu saling membantu nyelesain masalah sama-sama.

Bahkan urusan curhat tentang love and life kadang sampe harus nyulik salah satu dari mereka dan neraktir dia makan di McD simpang dago supaya dia mau nyempetin waktunya buat dengerin masalah kita yang gamau sampe didenger sama orang lain. Makanya, sampe saat ini, masing-masing dari mereka punya rahasia penting dari hidup gua, saking percayanya gua sama mereka..

Kita punya ritual, kita ngerayain ulang tahun selalu berempat. Dan itu terjadi dimulai dari tahun 2010 sampai 2012, kita selalu punya kado dan kejutan untuk siapapun yang sedang berulang tahun.. Khusus untuk gua, gua selalu punya kado spesial untuk mereka bertiga.. Dua dari mereka gua buatin pigura yang isinya foto tentang kita berempat, dan gua gatau deh apa mereka masih nyimpen atau ngga hahahaha..

Well, it have been 2 years after we separated together.. I still missing the way we talked about, the way we laughed together, the way we joked anything around us, and the way we smiled and showed to the world that we are exist..

But don't worry guys, sahabat akan tetap jadi sahabat.. Walaupun waktu kalian makin terbatas untuk sekedar ngumpul atau ngebales chat di wasap, gua ga akan menghilangkan nama kalian dari daftar sahabat terbaik gua yg pernah gua miliki selama gua menginjakkan kaki ke dunia ini. Gua juga minta maaf kalo gua sempet ga ada waktu untuk ngerespon semua bantuan kalian karena banyak alasan waktu itu..

Sekarang kita semua udah pada punya kesibukan masing-masing sama dunianya. Kita punya kesenangan dan masalah yang berbeda, kita punya kenangan-kenangan yang mungkin ga sama dengan yang lainnya. Karena gua yakin, kita yang sekarang adalah hasil tempaan dan jawaban dari doa-doa kita yang selalu kita panjatkan saat dhuha..

I'm so lucky to have you meet you guys, and as this songs playing in my head when i'm thinking of us, i'll try to describe about what Takeshi Hosomi means on that song..

"Just because we had a lot of working mandatory from our boss,a lot of task and need more time for 'me time', you're stuck on room, or maybe you had another best friend on your working place, i'll still remember our memory because when i forgetting you, it means i need to erase a lot of rainbow and stars that beautify my world afterall.. And don't worry about the life, because someday, in some place, at some times, we will meet again to share our success story..

We will burn our papers as firewood. It's like a riot on the grill.. Yes, this is our griddle riot songs..

The Owl and The Penguin

"Cause now i'm free as a bird now, and this bird you cannot change.."
(Lynyrd Skynyrd - Free Bird)

Salah satu penggalan lagu yang jadi favorit gw di pertengahan bulan November kemarin... Apa ya? Something has changes.. Yes, now i'm flying across the land through the blue oceans. I never like, i'm flying so high and don't want back to my last 'nest'.. I'm free like a bird, and this bird you cannot change anymore.. Hahahaha suka banget sama lagu ini..

Well thank you very much, to stay in my heart for a whole time, and leave a bandage in my heart, bandages around my heart.

You know what? You success to create my own shape from the Owl , the species, you know, counting the strategy to get its own food. It not fast, but with a precious eyes to locking the target and flying without make any sounds, the Owl can get what its own target,

To be a penguins..

Yes, penguins loves by anyone.. Its so adorable, cute, so much takes attention by other species, and loveable.. Everyone like penguins,. It always find its own food by swimming with another penguins and make a team to catch some fish in cold water. They have an ability to fast swimming like the fish, so that it can easily to catch them all. Maybe the problem is it cannot hold its breathe last longer in the water. Yes, it is a bird exactly. And now, people more loves this penguins because the people make the film for this bird, yeah everyone knows the quatro "Penguins from Madagascar". Now you can imagine how lovely this bird..

But you know..

Penguins are too pleasure to be the loveable bird.. They forget, they cannot flying through the blue sky like another bird.. As a bird, i knew it's hard to see another bird can fly, locking their target from fhe sky, find another nest in the top of the tree to rest their tired wings while it targeting some food for their dinner, place its egg in the nest so that its impossible to find by another predator.. Penguins forget, being loveable is not its goal. They just a bird, and just like another wild animal, they need to find some food and protecting themselves from another predator.

In the end, penguins are hoping that they are not targeting by human, or predators.. They pray to the lord by its language, that they only want to lives as a bird, living and have some food for the winter and summer, and wish there's no global warming that can wash them all to the oceans.. They only want to be free, free as the bird! They not wishing to be a penguins, they want to fly.. Fly like other bird that can use their wings professionally..

But it was not too late, now the penguins are free.. They can get back the freedom to choose. The penguins are so relieved now they can gather their dreams and watching the other Owl flying through from the land..

And the Penguin have a "female penguin" now, to stand beside him, gathering what can he dreams from the land, and supporting, and protecting each other from the fear of beaing consume by another predator.. Yes, he is so lucky to found her, and saying thanks to the god all the night..

By the way, every creature have a dream.. If you love that creature, do not jail its ambition.. Or you will desperate to jail it in the bottom of your life, whether he try to make all your dreams come true..